What happened to me?

In my text Foretaste of Forthcoming I write that I found a sustainable ground for my life over 30 years ago in the lyrics of an ancient oriental hymn. I am glad that I can stand tall now and say: this is how it happened. But as everything was happening to me I did not…

What do we need?

In my text Foretaste of Forthcoming I write that as I wrote the basis for this blog everything seemed to gather together by itself and things that I needed appeared miraculously before me as I had the very thought of what I needed. It raised in my mind a thought that the Law of Attraction…

Optical Illusion

Optical Illusion

As I was browsing the Color Matters web site I came across one link depicting an optical illusion. For this writing I couldn’t find the link I first saw, but I found another link, which tells the same story. In the link there is a circle formed by pink dots. First you see a pink…

What is Consciousness?

What is Consciousness?

We are used to think, that when we know something we are conscious. We imagine that knowledge makes us conscious and we try to gain as much knowledge as possible. Knowledge broadens our horizon and helps us solve problems, but we also know that actual knowledge is outdated tomorrow. We also know that the more…

Big Boom

The Ignition of the Divine Spark

Half a year before I became disabled I travelled in Germany with an organisation promoting international exchange and explored German society and culture. My discoveries provoked a tremendous culture shock in me, which brought my concepts in chaos. I felt that I could not build anything on the values of this world. Everything appeared to…

Who am I?

45 years ago in the New Year’s Eve I had a stroke in brain and after a week in coma I found myself in hospital totally paralysed and unable to speak. After a half year hospital treatment I got a place in rehabilitation centre. Cold winter and the Christmas Star blossoming on the windowsill in…